yoshhh (: ©

2011-11-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

hello everyone ~

it has been a very very long time since i blog xD. Was busy with my GCE O level examination, so..... i gotta study for my very important exam :\ had stomach flu again after my 2nd last paper which freaking ridiculous ~! & painful ._.

in the end .... the exam papers was alright overall . Gave my all as usual. leave no regrets :O ~!

Anyway, no more talking about exams ==! its still quite depressing. hehehe. My birthday had just passed a few days ago. 11.11.11 such a special day. People wishing, marrying, giving birth and what else == Daddy's birthday is tomorrow ~! can't wait to celebrate it (: gosh, he is even singing his birthday song out loud now. HAHA.

Mom will be leaving to Indonesia, Medan on the 18th Nov just after my Dad's birthday. Then.... my Dad, brother and I will leave on the 19Nov. We're going to attend my uncle's wedding (: 'can't wait'. will be back on the 24 Nov ? i guess. :P!

Today !! Rotting at home. Cleaned the house and my room. played Blackshot & killed a few people ;p! love it when i HEAD SHOT them (:! hehehe. i'm starting to play audition too :P!

ALRIGHT ! i will end it here XD!!!

cheers (:

2011-08-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

hello ? (:

it's has been some time that i blog. tsk. Apologies (:

Life isn't also as good. there are ups' and downs'. i just hope my downs' will be ups' soon. Exam and family stress are hanging. Friendship stress may also be included. Relationship ? could be included as well. hehe.

i feel like it's my fault for avoiding. Fear is the name to my constant worry. this constant worry of separation, insecurity.. i don't know. Words that sliced my heart, my soul, my dreams, my hopes.. The pain that is unbearable. i can't focus. i feel so isolated, feel so .....lost.. i can't sleep soundlessly. i can't find my missing pieces. SCREW YOU FEAR !

DANG ~.~

mood swing much.

sigh. i feel much better now, i think.

my best friend, the Headache, is coming back too soon.

oh well, i will deal him personally !

Die Devil Die ! POS!

go away from my innocent brain and head !

haha (:

oh well, lifes go on.

2011-07-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

An-noh-has-sei-yooooooo! :P

i had my SS paper today O:! hate Humanities as usual but gave my all for that stupid paper. planned to wake up at 2.30am to study ? but ended up sleep until the time i should be waking up for school xD! showered and dressed. i did not need to go to school as usual because i don't have to take the maths paper. i just need to go to school after the maths paper at 10.30am. half an hour before my SS paper (:!

so, from 7.30am until the time, i cooked my breakfast and studied for my SEQ. Gobalisation and Governance, Chap2. Did not pick Diplomacy and Deterrence and the Regional relation because i plainly hate it ._. ? kekeke. after that quick study and understanding, i took a nap ? :X! yeah, sounds crazy, nuts and insane but i'm tried!!!! ): hehehe. woke up at 9.10am. prepared myself and took the stuff i needed and head out of house earlier than i need to. 10am ;D!

met my classmate in school. studied again. decided to 'hide' from my other classmates when i am studying very hard ;p went up to the hall 15mins before examination time. hang out at the corner to study one last time before meeting up with my classmate :P! and we are off ! to the examination hall x.x!

SBQ was something i know because it's about Cambodia and Thailand fighting over the temple, Preah Vihear ? i think it's spelled like that. anyway, SEQ question (a) was a killer and question (b) was sort of easy ;p good governance mah ! (:! or not ._.

went home after the paper. changed and took a deeeeeeeeeeeeeeep sleeeeeeeeeep Z. woke up for dinner and watch some food channel. went back to my room and used my laptop (:

browsed through my FB, chat with my honey and now, i'm blogging (:

tomorrow ! my plan! :D!

studying in school ._.

MONDAY !

chemistry paper..... i hate you.

that's all for today :D

Kam-sa-ha-mi-dah (:!

2011-07-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

today, i had my prelims :O!

EL paper 1 and 2 and POA paper 1 only. will give my very best and hope the questions will be understandable and doable. tomorrow will be SS paper O:! gosh ._. don't have to report at the usual time as i don't take maths ;p kekeke.

btw, Singapore won Malaysia ;P! 6:4 (: !!!

will rest now and study later .

tata ~

2011-07-27T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hawdi yall !

woke up in the morning without the sound of my alarm clock. couldn't get enough sleep x.x ... was dragging my feet to the toilet. hohoho ~ reached school at around 6:30am to study chemistry for PAL test later. hate it loads ~

assembly was boring ~.~ took the PAL test and was just raped by it ):! hate you chemistry !!! why can't you be easy like physic ?? i love physic (:!! & my baby ;p! had lunch after the test. one of my classmate cried as she didn't do the last page because she didn't know there was questions at last page._. dang. hope this won't happen in 'O' levels to her or anyone. OH ! and my POA teacher gave back our previous day test. omg, i can't believe how she was able to mark so fast ._. ! i had 30.5/40 :D! i'm happy with my results. my friends were shocked that i have improved greatly out of no where. they even said that i was 'flying' ? hahaha (: some of my other classmates were shocked and speechless when the teacher said i had 30.5/40 for the test. kekekeke ;p should i say i am back stabbing people in POA ? ;p! anyway, it's because i worked hard behind the backs of my friend kays. the test was 'quite easy' because i had clarified it when i was like, sec3 ?

had SS after recess. had to go all the way up to the 4th floor again x.x! we had to do SEQ for 20mins after going through with the teacher. my classmate was shock that i knew the recent dispute for example, China, Taiwan, Brunei, Philippine and Malaysia fight over the 'Spratly Islands'. Thailand and Cambodia fighting over boarder that has a temple there. Singapore and Malaysia fighting over Pedra Branca aka White Rock which also have a light house there (: cute.
i mean like, they are on the news and on the newspaper ~.~ kekekeke, i sound so hao lian ;p

EL was next. went through PAL papers and finally got back my 24/30 situational writing paper i had for that PAL test ;p! blah blah blah ~

PE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like finally (:! the PE teacher wasn't here. great, and THAT other PE teacher took over us. grrr. he announced our NAFA test results , to those who failed. i was enraged when he called out my name and said i failed my 2.4km which i have eventually passed -.-!! grrr ! anyway, we went to the gym to chill off. my friend gave me two 6kg dumbbell =.= was swinging it around and almost smash into my friend ;p!!! wooppss ! lucky guy. kekekekeke. didn't do much and was out for lunch (:!

had intensive classes for combine humanities. continued SBQ for SS and revision for Geog. i stayed back with one of my classmate to complete the SBQ and went home after that (:! shower and prepare myself to photo-copy notes for my classmate again at Katong Shopping Center. was back home before dinner. Mother wasn't home for dinner. now blogging ! O:!

chatting with baby (:! weeeeeeeeeee, happy happy me (:!! OH! i just remembered, again, that i have Prelims tomorrow :X !!!! gosh._. POA and EL O:! please be easy understandable :P!

shall study later ? :P
tatas (:!

2011-07-26T20:26:00.001+08:00

i just can't get enough of this memory (: PYMB GOLD ~

2011-07-26T16:36:00.002+08:00

hmmm ! :O! what shall i blog about .. *think think think*
had EL, Physic, Chemistry and POA today (:

i have gotten back my EL PAL paper. FYI, PAL is some sort of class test(: took my paper and was shock to see a mark that i though i would never ever get before. i had 24/30 for informal writing (:! dang.. i was very glad but had felt guilty at the same time of what i said to my classmate when we get back our oral results. sigh....

physic was ridiculous. the teacher just left us to do the practice paper but we were all used to it. any questions and we just have to ask him. while he was explaining the question which i have obviously finished, i spam sms-ed my classmate who was in the class ;P! woops ~! when lesson ended .... while walking out the class...... the teacher was holding a long ruler and pointed to me, "why you using your phone in class , huh ?" i was like, speechless because i was sitting behind my big (no offense) size classmate which totally block the view of him......! darn it -.-

chemistry lesson was next ! O:! hate it as usual. i shall skip this (:! recess time :D ~! ate and sms-ed honey.. was a little sadden that we didn't sms or talk much as before, but you know, we would always say, is it really necessary to sms each other everyday ? but as for girls, who tend to have more emotions as guys do, would feel uncomfortable. why is he not replying ? why is he taking so long to reply? is he angry with me? i wonder what is he doing .. hmmm ! *think* etc. dam human nature for creating females like this. anyway, i trust him (:

after lunch, had POA. the teacher gave out our latest test paper and i was announced third in class for the test, scoring 29/35. i was astonished ? shocked ? oh well ._. must improve O:! the teacher used my paper as the answer scheme, as my handwriting is better than the other 'doctor's' handwriting guys, and because i had full marks for the first and last questions. my partner beside me was not feeling well so i decided to help her do all her corrections. we had self marking to do on our practice practice paper after the corrections and a 5mins break before the another class test. the paper was... easy? except the last page of the test paper =.=! hate it hate it ! 12marks gone ! but lucky the main marks are secure (: i was like, "YESSSSS !" when i was able to balance the number :P!

had lunch break and i just went home from there as i do not have maths after that. Shower, rest a little and now blogging (:! hmmm, after blogging, planning to rush my SS corrections which i hate the most........ sigh ! oh well, still have to do it in the end ): gasp ! i have Geog corrections to do tooo )):!!!!! grrrr ! hate humanities to the core. can't wait for PE tomorrow (:! i wanna smash/own the groups and some people :X!

tata :D !

2011-07-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

hello hello ~

woke up at 5:30am today, shower, dress and tied up my hair (: left house at around 6:30am. didn't wanna sms my baby because yesterday he came back, tired. so, i don't wish to interrupt his beauty sleep :P!

had PAL test during the first period and it was physics ;D ! yippy (:!!! i hate Mondays because our class from 8am to 11am was from 4th floor to 1st floor then back to the 4th. hate it to the core ._.! school was as per normal and after lunch, decided to stay back in school rather than going back home as i don't take maths anymore (: complete my EL homework and did excess POA work :P taught my junior maths before i went back home. quickly rush out of school as i don't want my classmate to see me working so hard :) later they say unnecessary stuff that i need to hear.

back home before 5pm. shower, dried my hair, told my dad to wake me up during dinner and off i go to my nap ;D! a nap which turn out to be until 10:30pm -.- sms-ed my honey and a friend missed called me. he needed someone to talk to and i was the only one he can turn to for comfort ? so, he just broke up with his girlfriend and need someone to talk to, gosh . his is a nice guy but majority was his fault in his relationship. he did not feel very emotional previously and stated that is like less burden for him. hope he will recover quickly ._. close this chapter and start a new chapter. the past will only hold you back and be a burden to you.

i'm awake now!!! hurrrrrraaaaayyyyyy -.- ! after blogging , i might wanna complete some work and head back to sleep ;p

tata ~

2011-07-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

woke up early in the morning at around 6am plus ? planed to have a morning run&jog with one of my classmate (: took a shower, turned on my laptop and bun my hair. replied some friends in Facebook ;p downloaded some songs and Bluetooth it to my phone. took my DBS ATM card, my Ezlink card, earpiece and my phone out. took buses to Bedok Reservoir. was trying to find my classmate ;p

found her, did some stretching and we're off :D ! we did raced each other to try catch up with 2 cyclist :P! while jogging, baby sms-ed me and i replied him. we came upon the Bedok Floater which was magnificent . the sky was blue, cloudy and just wonderful.

That's my classmate ;p! we continue jogging and when it was nearing to the end, we race and i eventually lost. hurray , we completed 4.2km of Bedok Reservoir :) we planned to meet up on every Sunday at 8am to jog as it won't be very sunny. we did not take the bus back home but walk back home ;p walked through Bedok Town Park, walked the bridge and stop by 7-eleven to buy some drinks . after finishing the drink , we walked again and eventually we split up and went back home.

reached home and was lectured by my father on how to speak like an Angmo._. hehehe. shower again and dressed up to prepare for piano lesson. had duck rice for lunch. daddy was fetching me and we left house at 2.03pm, was a little late for piano lesson :X time flies when i am with my piano teacher ):! dad fetched me home and he cooked a big fish for me and my brother to 'enjoy' ;p. OH ! and he added the same chilli in =.=!!!!! GRRR ! darn that stupid chilli. i hate you.

napped and woke up to check my facebook ;p now, blogging *hearts*
will be studying later (:
miss my baby ;p

chao ~

2011-07-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

today ~!
woke up at 8:15am and slept.
Woke up again at 8:20am, then went back to sleep again.
Woke up again at 8:30pm, then again.. went back to sleep :P
this time, i force myself to sleep longer. this time, i woke up a little later, 9:10am ._. crap.
was really excited as i was gonna to meet up with baby (:

get off bed, on the laptop and went to shower. after showering, had a miss call from baby. wooops :P replied him and chat with him. Daddy fetched me to Bedok interchange, took the MRT to Outram Park to change to the purple line. board train to Harbor Front. wanted to top-up my ezlink card but couldn't. met baby at the long stretch path. Nervous again but tried to shake it off quickly. held his hand and was very happy ;p darn, little things can make me happy easily.

have not went to Vivo for at least close to 1 year already ;p gosh. went to the top floor where you can see the big blue sky. we found a spot and sat down there to chat and cuddle ? ;p i went down to buy lunch for me and baby. i had chicken rice and he had spicy fried carrot cake , blehhhhhh. hate chilli. i asked him about his favorite food, fruits, vegetable [ which he doesn't really like a lot], ice cream and sweets.

after slacking there, we went to the water area to dip our feet in. dam the blazing sun. we went to the arcade and was welcome with the air conditioner *hearts* played hockey, Rambo, grab the panda and basketball. i had fun with hockey as i have defeated my honey ;p ! scores shall not be reviled :D! but i guess he was going linen with me (: one thing sadden me must was that he kept on going to the back of the arcade with his phone, sms-ing ~.~ sigh. whatever, at least i know he is the public shy person.

went back to the same spot and slack off a little, took a dip in the water and he was off to send me off to the MRT as his parents are coming. btw, he and one of his friend has signed up for the Hair For Hope which is to support the cancer people. so that means, he is going bald ;D ! *sniff* gonna miss playing his hair ): but i will wait for it to grow back (: anyway, some of his words does hurt me but thanks to the pain i get from my classmate crapped up attitude, i was able to let it go. was about to cry a little by what he said but managed to close my eyes and suck back up my tears. his words does reminds me of my mother. sigh, forget it (:

took MRT and remembered that my band was having a performance (: called up my juniors and they were somehow already on the way which is good. met them at Bugis MRT and were off to the National Library Board (: seeing my band just made my life a little brighter. Two performance were over and the Guest-Of-Honors have arrived. the other SYF performance carried on and when it comes to Ping Yi's Malay dance and Band, we were all like, screaming xD ! band performance was magnificent even though there were minor mistakes, i have been in their shoes before, i know how hard it is to play and do the gimmicks and they did a great job (: sec 1s were included.

we took photos and there is one particular photo i think my baby might not be happy :P!!! kekeke. took the school bus with the band back to school. one free trip for me (:! reached school and some of my juniors and me started to play 'true or dare'. when it hit me, they asked, " Do you have a BF?" i paused a little and finally decide to admin , "Yes, i do have a BF" they were all , ''wooooooahhhhhh''. hahaha, cute people. i was a little unlucky as when the bottle spin, it always ended up pointing at me. so, they continued asking questions about my BF and our relationship. so.... i hate lying to them but it was a fair treatment as i have also asked them very mean questions. i felt very bad from there on.

after the game, went home and changed. dad was watching soccer match of Singapore between Malaysia. was a exciting match. Singapore won in the end , 5:3. wonderful (: went to my room and rest. helped my mum to download itunes. i currently have a bad headache which hurts to the core. have been having very bad headaches. sigh.

now, blogging (:!
hope you enjoy as i will head to my bed to sleep :P!
goodnight.

2011-07-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

hello to anybody who is reading this blog (:

school was as usual today. had 3 free period, EL and POA . EL was boring as usual. Had a POA test today. my friends were like complaining to me why am i not studying ;p! well , it was quite obvious that the topic is very easy :X ! except for financial ratio, we have to remember the formula, totally dislike. the rest was quite easy as i had practice quite hard for it during sec4 x) . so , i just gave a 'don't give a dam face' and continue sleeping in my free period ;p.

had a quick browse through the formula during recess and was able to remember it quite fast. had the test and it was a little easy, except for that commenting part for the financial ratio ;p . i finished quite fast and when i looked up, i was 15 mins before time and everyone was still scribbling. hope to do well ;)! had a 'love you' message from baby which eventually made me happy and a little less nervous.

had my oral at 2.30pm. my entire class was late :X ! HAHA, the EL teacher had to call me and i panicked on behalf of the class, screaming them that it is time for our oral and the teacher is waiting for us O:! arrived , took attendance and was off to be prepare =.= register 1 to 6 was up and i happen to get the worst and strict EL teacher who was once my CME teacher . i started to get awfully nervous but started my reading pretty well. i took a peek at my reading score which was open for me to see and saw the examiner writing 10/12 :P!!! i was very relief as she didn't show any emotion at all =.=!!!!! picture was jerky and conversation was just a fail. i made her repeat a few questions a few times . she asked me a lot of questions ):!!!! it made me nervous and i completely blanked and shook a bit T^T ! crap that teacher.

where it was over, i went to the canteen and saw 6 or more of my friends already down. i told them who was my examiner and they were all like, "GASP ! SERIOUS ? she fail a lot of students leh !" just great ! made my day even worst =.= i just said that if she passed me, i will pass my o levels to make myself happy :P! stayed in school to wait for my fooooooooood O:!

after eating, went home, took a shower and prepared myself to head out to help bind notes for my friend at Katong Shopping Center. One of my best guy friend called me to ask for advise about his relationship between him and his GF . his GF has some serious emotion problem ._. oh well, best of luck to him (: saw some 'HOT' guys on the way home :X !! kekekeke.

went home, had dinner, played the piano before calling baby, was piss that he end the conversation just like that, half way ~.~ HMPF ! still a little piss . ANYWAY ! doing my chem paper now and chatting with baby now (:

CHAO ~

2011-07-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO (: !

woke up for school today without my alarm clock, power me (:! my brother was a little late for school and had not shower. he was a little piss that i took my time showering :X hehehe, i gave a helping hand in ironing his uniform so that he can take a shower. i'm such a nice sister :P!

went to school and teach one of my classmate maths, Vectors. Glad he understand my teaching and thank my brain for still remembering :P! had maths PAL after morning assembly and i don't have to take it , weeeeee.

had recess and SS later on. SS was boring -.- and i somehow get a little piss at the SBQ. crap the setter of the paper. i wonder why the people i teach get higher marks than me, it is so .......... ):! oh well ! English was as usual. PE was fun under the sun (:!! we were split into our four groups and have a handball competition. group 1 vs group 3 and group 2 vs group 4. i am in group 4 so we were waiting under the shade. some of the guys had a volleyball and they starting kicking the ball ._. the ball came into my direction, picked it up and threw as hard as i can :X !

swing back right hand , *THROW* ! smack the face of my 'guy' classmate, he falls, i didn't see, my friends told me, i looked back, GASP ! OMG !!!!! lol -.- ran towards him, kneel down, kept on apologizing, his face covered, i panicked, poked his face to check whether he is alive XD ! and he is alive O:!

back to story ! my team went to play and won and at the final, we won again (:! hurray ~.~ my shoes were burning x.x ! there were no extra lessons and had to wait for SS teacher to go through some papers. while waiting for her, i was singing with my classmates some song :X

after waiting for the SS teacher until 4pm , she called my classmate and cancelled last minute ):! went home and decided to pass the night lecture as it can be found in the textbook ;p!

after blogging ... plan to finish up my POA and other school chem papers (:!
GAMBATEH O:!

thank you world (:!

2011-07-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO!(:

today, school celebrated Racial Harmony . some teacher said that our school celebrated it earlier than the rest of the school ._. oh well !

i kinda woke up later then usual, and had to rush to school to meet one of my classmate as she has part of the Malay costume i will be wearing :P FYI, i was dressed up in a male Malay traditional costume ;p! so , yep , i have become the 'she-male' for today only ;) met my classmate at the girls toilet and we changed to our different costume.

while walking to the hall, a lot of people was looking at me -.- HAHA ! i'm outstanding ;p friends were like, " JF, is that you ?!" or "JF, why does your costume look like a male?" , because it is =.=, or "OMG! JF ?! why are you wearing the males costume ?! *laugh*" hahahaha (:!
my reactions was like, "what sup yall'!", "I know (: , i am special" , " YO YO ! *deep voice* " or "I'm a she-male today, so this will be the only time you will be seeing me like this ;) *wink*"

hahaha (: okays . hmmm, after assembly , head for class. study, learn, write and sms-ed baby ;p 11am , had recess and after that, we had to go to the hall for some performance and activity to commemorate the RHD. before i step into the hall, a few of my friends were like, screaming at me to take a picture with them XD ! Model for today, hehehehe !

the performing arts where performing and it was quite nice and funny (: after that , the sec4and 5s were split into groups in every class. we have to design a traditional costume with 21th century items ;p it was quite a laugh . luckily , i was able to get everyone in my group to do something xD ! phew ! while the few of my classmates were cutting and designing, i was engross with the DSLR camera :P! click, click click here and there ;p! the clothes turn out funny ._. but who cares ! we had fun in the end right ? (: i wasn't able to sms my Honey and felt bad ):! gosh.

so, that is the end of our activity as the sec5 and 4E had 'O' level MTL listening comprehension . Wish them luck (: i was back home at 3pm by then (: the school piano was not open and it just made me depress =.=! but i that depressed feeling was gone after i played the piano at home (:! i decided to figure out the song my baby asked :D!

was quite tired and took a nap but it turn out to be a sleep ._. had egg sandwich for dinner x)! and here i am ! BLOGGING ! (:! and chatting with my baby who can't even remember my blog url . HAHA! loser .

continuation of my poems:

I looked up into the dark night
Wishing i could reach for the stars
to make a wish upon the stars
to soar up high to the tranquil moon
to rest my dreams
& to look down onto magnificent mother earth
MAKJF(: ©

2011-07-18T16:14:00.002+08:00

hello world (:

sorry for not blogging for quite some time, was busy with school and stuff x.x
just to update what has happen this pass few weeks,
my prelims are starting soon. it will start next week O:!
yeahhhh, time sure does fly pass fast. gambateh me!

before i continue my little story, I'm currently now attached to BENJAMIN TAY .
His has the same spectacles as me, brown eyes, braces, muscular, fit, strong, tanned, sweet, loving, caring, trust able, funny, comical, cute, patience, pervert, common likings, faithful, melodically laugh i would love to hear again, evil, meanie, warm and wonderful (:
i thank what ever god up there to sent him to me. cross path out faith to meet one another. what can i say? I'm lucky, happy, joyous, nervous, grateful, jubilant, blissful, overjoyed, over the moon, walking on air ETC !!! I really wanna last forever with him, till death apart. i'm not gonna tell about him or what we do anymore as HE IS MINE, so.... yep (:

I LOVE YOU BENJAMIN TAY , YOU BETTER BE READING THIS XD !

okay ! back to topic, school has been freaking tiring ):! i hate it to the core but i can't do anything much about it . hmmm... OH ! tomorrow is racial harmony day (:! can't wait .

hmmm, yesterday , i went to the Railway station at Bukit Timah and it was just awesome. Scenery is beautiful. fresh air O:! just wow .

i think i should stop here, gotta do my work ):! oh well.
btw, i love today's horoscope (:!

here is my poems:

To never feel any emotions &
to create false emotions
to shell out pain &
to forget pain
the hole seems bigger
will he be able to fill that hole ?
MAKJF(:©

thank you world :)

2011-06-26T00:43:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

It has been a long time since I blog. So here I am , to continue my day post.

Had band bbq today and went there early instead of 6pm. I went with zhaoxun(classmate/band member) to the pit. Bbq was held at east coast park (: I wore my clarinet section t-shirt with short jeans.

Not much people but they still had fun. Games were a little boring but they all still had fun, especially the water part (: gosh, they do love to get wet .

Ate , drink , played taboo and chat. Had a great time there, oh how I miss them so much. Not many seniors came back though but who cares lah.

Went to bedok interchange by bus and was leading some sec1s to the interchange. They were so adorable!! Kekekekeke!

After reaching to hedonism, tengyaw suddenly pop out of the bus interchange. We were all like, "ehhhhh!? How come you reach first ?" Or "did you like, teleported here ?!" Haha (: we went to the mac to grab some food. I 'steal' some fries from my friends, Hehe:p

We went home with separate ways. I waited for bus 222 and saw an attractive booked out army guy~ hehehe! We took the same bus and I took the front seat. And he came to sit beside me, which eventually made me nervous :p! Our shoulders shifted a little during the journey. That spot was getting hot xD it touch a little bit and apart. But before we board off, the touch was suddenly a little longer >.< oh gosh!!! Hahaha! There was like, electric man~ hehehehehehe! I wonder did he notice or did that on purpose because I did not really move much except the bus turning ._. Also, about the nervous part, I was kinda turning and flipping my ezlink card throughout the journey xD lol. And! We also kinda grab our stuff the same time when we wanna board off, hehehehe! (:

That short journey was a sweet, skipped a beat and nervous ride (: I wish to meet him again >.< but I don't think that chance might come again ): haissss... but you never know, he might be attached *crys* he is also quite tall. Fit, big hands that looks so delicate that makes you wanna hold it.

Had a wonderful day.

Thank you world
Goodnight world.

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2011-06-19T22:54:00.001+08:00

Dear world,
Went out with my auntie to have lunch at long john silver. Yes, i did skip breakfast. Hehe(:

Later on, we went to bugis because my aunt wanted to pray at the temple. She drove like a race car ): sick in the stomach loads. Waited for her in the car and tried to complete my theory (:

She sent me to my piano venue. I was early and waited outside . I did sms her I was early but seems like she has put her phone in silent mode. Luckily, I think the owner, saw me and opened the door for me(: nice of him.

Went home by bus. Bought groceries for dinner. Help dad out in the kitchen. Slack at home all the way(:

Today is fathers day.
Wish all the dads in the world a happy fathers day!

We all thank the mother for bringing us all to this world
For carrying us for 9 months
Bearing pain
But we must not forget
That without this other person
We will not be here
We have to also thank our father who made who we are
To also contribute to bringing us to this world
As the words goes saying
We need two hands to clap (:
He made sure there is food on the table
Work very hard for the family happiness
To give things we want
Without him , we won't be here
we have to thank our father who is the life supporter of the family (:

Hope this message is a nice message. (:

Thank you world
Goodnight world.

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2011-06-18T00:41:00.001+08:00

Hello world,
It seems like I will be having dreams everyday (: Hehe.

Went to school to study again with my classmate, lijing. It has been a tiring day for us but in the end, it is for our own good. I wonder how is everyone, *think* :p

Beside going to school for study , I did nothing much though. Rest and computer.

It's late and It's time for a good rest.

Goodnight(:
Thank you world
*hearts*

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2011-06-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

Dear world,
I woke up during the late at about 3.30am. The wind was blowing hard and fast, howling pass my bedroom window with pitch of high and low frequency. I though of the clothes that was hung outside the kitchen, realising that it was going to rain, I sat up quickly and walked out of the room as quietly and fast. Don't wish to wake my aunt up. Hehe (:

I notice the lights were on wondered why my dad was awake. As predicted , he was watching the television. He wondered why I woke up at such a time and I told him my reason. I was totally relieved when he said he had took in the clothes. I went back to my room and so did my dad, to continue my sleep.

I was wide alert and could not sleep for the few minutes, but I eventually gave in by closing my eyes.

I woke up again, at 7.09am as I noted that I woke up 1min earlier then the alarm clock :p my aunt was up to take a shower and I waited for her. She would get shocked whenever she sees me after her shower -.-
'woah! Jiafeng! You scared me! Why you wake up so early?'
Hahaha! (:

Went to school to study again. Was dead by the afternoon. Hehe :p had a nice chat with my classmate. went home , had the same routine and I am proud to say that I have finished reading the book, Safe Heaven by Nicholas Sprack. Hehe (: a great book.

Hope for a better tomorrow
Thank you world.

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2011-06-15T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hello world.

Have been coming back to school to study. Yes, I am tired but will still give what I can. It is nice to know that you have one more friend to accompany you. Thank you lijing! Hearts you many times.

It has been hard but I won't fall badly. Work to my abilities, face reality.

It's time to sleep! Hope won't wake up from a bad dream (:

Thank you world.
I hope for a better tomorrow.

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2011-06-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD (:
here is my poem.

It’s breathing, living, surviving but also fragile
It has a clock that runs and stops when time is up
It will stop in any time, day or year
For one to let it go will be the hardest
For one to forget those wonderful memories will be painful
-MAKJF(:©

thanks you world.

2011-06-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

Hello world.

I apologise again for not being able to post my poems. Dang.

Today, woke up with a dream from time. A dream from the past I guess, or maybe the future. I sleep again, dreaming about present or future. A dream so mysterious, so dangerous, so intriguing. Oh well. Helped mother to buy tomato for her dishes. Gosh, it is quite shocking to see her up, cooking (:

Did some studying in school. Visited my band awhile and went off to continue my studies again. Completed my chemistry tys and one essay for English. Gosh x.x

Went back home around 4.30pm. And used the computer. Mummy came home and ask me to follow her to the super market. And so, I did. Bought some stuff there for tomorrows food.

Went home to prepare it. I 'shaved' the carrot and chopped the garlic. While trying to cut off the small rotten part of the garlic... yes.... I cut my third finger, ouch :p I didn't scream or anything though and continue chopping the garlic to smaller pieces. It stinks a lot when the garlic juice went into the wound. Arghhhhhh! ):

Oh well. Had dinner and continued playing the computer :p

Now I am posting here , my little story once again (:

Goodbye world
Goodnight world
Thank you world.

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2011-06-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

Hello world!

It has been 1 or 2 days that I did not blog. So here I am, blogging my little story. Hehehe (:

Daddy has flew by plane, to Malaysia, KL, to attend a wedding. Had some complicated things early in the morning with my mother and lastly my dad who scolded me of what I have said to my mother. In the end, it was still mother fault. *Sigh*

I hate it when someone wakes me up early in the morning from my sleep. Grrrrrrrrrr to the core! I can't focus properly when someone just wake me up suddenly. Argh! I am just so piss-ed. Also, I hate the way my mother opens the door to my room. It is just so f***king loud ! She just slam the door so loudly in the morning when I am sleeping. And the best thing she ask is about her pay. WTF?!

FUCK THIS LIFE.

okay, I should stop all this negative sayings already, to the good and better part (:! I have finally finished reading my book, Wood Angle. It's a nice book, full of poetry. Wonderful and the storyline is just alright. Tragedy, dreams, fantasy, fiction etc. I would only start to focus when it comes to the author's poetry, kekekeke.

The next book I am currently reading now is 'Safe Heaven' by Nicholas Sparks. Reading a book written by a guy is interesting. Hope to finish reading the book before the holidays end (: should be possible. Oh well.

My plan on studying will begin tomorrow! Go me go! Shall grab a full rest now. Goodnight!

Thank you world,
Goodbye world.

P.S I am posting this from my phone, so apologies for not bring able to post my poems):
tomorrow shall post it (:

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2011-06-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hello world!
Here is a poem,
An on the spot poem that I have sms-ed to my friend (:

With every step you take,
you brought them life.
Leaves grows and glitter.
Buds to wonderful roses.
Trees growing so tall, so strong.
Showing the path I should go,
lightening my path with love.
Overpower darkness so strong that burns my sins away.
Your eyes that shows the aura of brightness filled with happiness,
so tender, so loving that melts my soul.
That pair of eyes that watch my every step and movement.
You are magnificent.
You shine brightly my path.
An angle sent from heavens above.
You are my angle.
My sun.
-MAKJF(:©

2011-06-07T16:41:00.004+08:00

The view of the rain filled my sight
The sound of rain, tickles under my skin
The touch of rain, so cold but brings life to the grass & trees
Smell of rain that filled my lungs with coolness
The though of rain that filled my mind with memories I long forgotten
-MAKJF(:©

2011-06-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hello world.

Had my intensive June holiday programme again (: I'm getting more tired and hope that tomorrow will be a fruitful time and also hope that I will be able to survive .

It seems like I am not able to sleep peacefully this few days, sigh. I wonder why. Have been thinking and sighing a lot lately. Oh gosh.. what is happening? Even if I were to be able to sleep, I will end up waking in the afternoon ): oh my.
Hope this will reduce soon.

Help my English teacher with some of her admin work. She treated me with m&m chocolate and some of her lunch food which is very spicy x.x oh gosh. Was tired but felt good to help (:

Had dinner outside with family o: Yahoo! Don't wish to go into details. Just to summarized, there are good and bad time. Hohoho. Wish we could be a not more understanding to each other but .. nah. It will never change .

It's late , tomorrow is the last day of the June intensive programme! Weeeeeeee... can't wait for the rest (:

Thank you world (:

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2011-06-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hello world! (:

Woke up early today at around 8am? Took a shower and doze my brain to an empty space :p mother woke up and emphasise on housework. I don't wish to talk about it. It just piss my mood again D:

Went for piano lesson by public transport. Found myself very blur today. After the lesson, went straight to bedok national library to complete my TYS chemistry book. I manage to complete almost all of the questions and I am left with a few easy questions, hohoho! (;

Daddy picked me up by car and we drove back home. Cooked dinner. Accidentally cut my finger . Ouch* but I'm alright (: watched tv, used the computer and now , I'm on my bed ready to sleep!

I wish for a better tomorrow (:

Goodbye world
Thank you.

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a beginning

2011-06-05T02:03:00.001+08:00

Hello world.

Today , I woke up late at 2.30pm? Somewhere around that time (; I slept quite late last night. I guess? Hehe.

Suppose to have another doctor appointment today but had to change the date to next Saturday. As I feel that it is a little too rush and I don't really like to rush myself on a weekend :p slow and easy me (:

Had a fight with my mother and this was also one of reason of the change of my appointment. The other reason was the time I woke up , Hehe :p anyway, mother was super ridiculous. Making her own self more ugly by pushing the anger to me after the fight. Picking on little things that which is not my job to do but her job to do. How can you call yourself a housewife when you; complain about the dishes not washed, you don't cook, ask kids to clean the house, complain about taste of food when you don't cook, you play the computer like an important project, watch drama tv like is your life and many more.

So, the fight was about mother saying "why cannot sleep? Thinking about boyfriend ah?" I mean like, wtf?!? I hear this childish question like f***ing a lot of times already . It is super ****ing irritating and of course it will piss people off right? I shouted, she shouted loudly at me like one dog barking with the "you want me to slap your face ah?" Or the "dont make me beat you" . F***ing unfair girl, treat my brother more nicely than me. Pick on me most than my brother. This is unfair treatment yar' bit*h. You want to study in australia?! Dream on lah. When given the chance to study at young, you didn't even give a dam about it and party all night long. You don't work so stop demanding lah . Use more of your brain and common sense.

In the end , I'm still at fault. F***.

*sigh*
Daddy did the most in the house logistic. You can name it all, he did it all. Salute to my dad. I'm currently made from 85% daddy, 10% maid and 5% mother. Lol.

*sigh*
I can't totally blame her too. She behaved like this is also the fault of the maker, her parents, my grandparents. Rich brats equal to spoil useless brats but not all (: her family have a majority spoiled and useless and a minority NOT spoiled and useless. Oh well. Lousy up bringing of the parent. Big words, no action. (:

Phew! I guess this do help me cool down a little. C: ! Hope to dream .
Cheers to all.

Goodbye world.
Poems will be after my sleep (:

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hmmm...

2011-06-01T10:37:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD(:

Today, I'm having intensive studies again. Only English and I can go back home already c: we did a lot of oral practice and tomorrow will just be focusing on comprehension. Hurray! I think ._.

On my way home to catch up my sleep . Hehe. Will post more after my sleep .

Goodbye world.
*hearts*

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2011-05-31T15:54:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD (:
today, i had my June holiday intensive study!!!!
it is so tiring but i am left with no choice because this is an important studies i need to go through.
my only subject for intensive study today is ENGLISH.
WHY ? because i don't have to take my maths this year anymore because i completed my Olevel maths last year (: !!
*evil laugh*

ahem*, as i was saying, after that intensive English period from 8-10am, i felt like staying back a little while to help my English teacher. so, i really did stayed back and help my EL teacher type out all the 'good' essay of students. it was extremely tiring to be sitting on the stool and continuously typing AND editing the essay but it is a very good thing (:

i completed the whole long 5 essay at 1.46pm . PHEW ;D!
i went straight to the D&T room as i saw my classmates staring from the window that has caught my attention. i saw my 'god' brother handling some machine.

okay, to cut this story short. i went into the D&T room, sat there for awhile to reminisce. the smell on the room just enlighten my soul. i kinda help my 'god' brother and after he completed his coursework, we went out of school.

it was drizzling . i went home and he went to the bus-stop.

took a shower, ate daddy's cooked food and now here i am, blogging c: !
darn, i wish i could type more but because of helping my teacher type out all the essay, i feel drain.

so, i will end my blog here with my poem (:! enjoy.

They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.
-MAKJF©

thank you world (:

poem me

2011-05-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

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2011-05-30T16:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD, again .

it has been sometime that i have posted.
and i wonder , should i continue ? oh well .
Mid-year is over and results are not that good.
hope to improve by the 1st prelims , sigh.

have been sighing everyday countless . i have indeed created a simple hobby called , poetry .
i have been posting some poetry in my facebook and you guys can have a look! i will try to post in here too when i have my given free time. maybe i shall post the whole list of me poems 1 at a time ? (:

gotta take a shower . meeting up a 'long time no see' friend (:
cheers to all
& the world.

2011-02-12T16:12:00.002+08:00

hello world (:

I'm getting used to school all over again . coming back home very late now , around 5pm plus ? oh well (: what can i do ? that's life . still giving me best everyday .

had band practice today but was home in the afternoon because of my dad. Practical piano exams is just next week , so he wanted me to come back home to practice the pieces and some of my weaker areas. now, I'm home , practicing the piano . leaving band behind for now ):

had morning PT in the morning with the band . i feel super old as i get tired easily or maybe it's just my way of thinking ? ;p after that, had some studying in the canteen, lunch and sectionals after that . the tutor looked differently today with her new hair-cut ((: a few of my section mates could not recognise her for awhile . hahaha :D ! cute.

hmmm, i guess this is what i can share for now (: darn tired . oh well . (:
cheers to everyone . :D

Goodbye world .

2011-02-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY TO EVERYBODY ((: !

2011-01-30T22:32:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD

it seems like it has been ages i have not post anything ;D
well, i have been working with lots of school work here and there, CCA ! omg ._.
so tired .
well, life have been a bit tiring but i will live my life happily okay ! (: !
piano exams is around the corner again.
this year is my SYF Indoor concert band competition x.x
and also, the is also the year of my O levels ):

will give my 101% best which means that i won't be able to post regularly ): !
currently working on my new song (: !
just need more time on the lyrics O: !

so stay tune (: !

BYE BYE

2010-12-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

hello everybody (: !

back to Singapore for a few days now .
left is now starting to go side ways for me now .
i just feel so tired .

choices i have to make carefully , decide carefully . what happen in future , i have to take it .
oh well .

achieve my dreams now (:

Bye world{:
thank you .

heyhey

2010-12-08T07:16:00.002+08:00

hello friends in Singapore ! (:

i just left Singapore to Brisbane

and now i am at SYDNEY !

hehehe!

post again later (:

cheers !

iloveu world.

2010-11-30T12:26:00.002+08:00

hello world !

TODAY .

I'm leaving Singapore for Australia
& i will be back on the 23th of December (: !

will be leaving home at around 5pm.
Have to be at the airport at around 6pm ?

flying off at 9pm (: !

cheeeeeeeerrrrrssssss ((:!

move on

2010-11-27T14:33:00.002+08:00

Hello world
apologies for not posting for a few days .
had an operation on my eye lid and finally, i am able to take the tap off today :D
i'm able to see much better ! hooorayyy (: !

but on the 30th of November, i am going to fly off to Australia O: !
i will try to find some nice presents for the people who are in my mine now xD but i will not be sure if i am able to get presents back okay ! haha :D

so, i will be coming back around 23th of November . i will miss the day where i will go collect my results =.= ! crap . but who cares (:!

what should i talk about the next day ?
*thinking*
oh well (:
everyday is just another day .
nothing to do at home but only one thing which is, reading online mangas :D !!!
hehehe, so i shall continue reading it !

smiles people ! (:

Goodbye world!
stay safe .

2010-11-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO !

i am back from my CLASS CHALET :D !
i shall post what have happen the pass 3 days including today when i feel like it ?
but i can granite that it was awesome (:

okie! tomorrow is my band R.O.D celebraton :D!
i just can't wait !

i will now head back to my sleeeeeeeep again xD

BYE BYE!!!

end

2010-11-16T10:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

today is the end of my paperssssssss !! weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
*happy happy :D*

i wonder how am i going to celebrate it (: !?
or maybe not ._.
so bored o.o !

today, band started and i am not there . i feel super ............ how should i put it ? empty ? hais .
loads of question coming into my mind now . hais . feel bad . ARGH !!
why am i so attach to band ?
I LOVE PYMB !

(: i should come back next practice but i don't know when will be their next practice ._.
i feel so empty ! scare to disturb them too T^T

oh well , i shall take a good nap now as i didn't sleep well this days . haha ..

BYEBYE ! :D

a great movie

2010-11-15T19:59:00.001+08:00

HELLO HELLO
i guess this will be the start of my little story (: !

today , had my CLB 'O' level paper1&2 exam. Paper 1&2 was a kill for me -.- . Hope that tomorrow's listening comprehension will be manageable ((((: !
i know that i am a Chinese and that being a Chinese person , you should be good in your Chinese but HELLO ?! people have difficulties okay ? I'm doing my very best behind your backs of those big mouth better Chinese student . though i don't look like one but HEY ! i am giving my BEST !!!!
arghhh . i just can't stand those who keep saying , " but you're a Chinese " . it just piss my head off .
HAHA ! =.= ....
at least understand the pain they have to go through . I'm a Chinese but my Chinese sucks , I'm doing my freaking best already and you are there saying all you want without giving a damn how the person feels .
for example ((((:
lets try maths . i have As for maths and you have a Cs for your maths . i say it in front of your face ,
" how come you have a C for your maths ? maths is SO EASY . "
understand the PAIN ?!
so wad if those subjects or languages and easy for you ? at least have the though of encouraging the person more in DOING well rather than DISCOURAGE person .
fools , hmpf you off :D

continuing my little story (: !
went out with my prefects . i though there will be a lot of people but in the end , a total of 4 people went . =.= ! such a ..........
we watched MegaMIND 3D (: i think that is how it was spelled ;x
had loads of fun (: !
lazy to list out what we had done ;p but it was just awesome to be with them (: !

went home , watched the Asian games ?? damn , it is always JAPAN & CHINA winning == !
so NOT FUN TO WATCH !!! hahaha (:

okay ! don't disturb me now, just remember to comment in the shout out box on the right ;D !

BYEBYE !!!! :D

my little story

2010-11-14T19:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO !
it's the starting of my new blog.
feel free to comment on my post or should i say, my little story i have to say (: ?

you are able to find me in facebook (: !
go find it yourself ;D
*laugh*

Hope you enjoy (: !